crystalbud:

I wish I could cry. But all these drugs have made me so numb. I don’t really know who I am anymore.

  • Me: I have anxiety
  • What most people think I have: I'm shy and can't talk to people. I'm awwwwkwaaaard.
  • What I actually mean: I have full blown panic attacks which include heart palpitations, breathing problems, shaking, sweating and constant fear that I'm going to die when faced with situations I find uncomfortable.

I shouldn’t have to deal with this shit, i’m only eighteen.